Hate

I'm absolutely enraged. 

I'm mad.

I'm tired.

Why do I have to be a woman? Why do I have to bleed? 

I fucking hate it.

Fucking fucking hate it.

My head hurts. My vagina hurts.

I cannot use the menstrual cup properly. 

Every day I have to spend at least 20 minutes, twice a day, trying to put it in place.

I fucking hate myself.

I'm useless.

And I'm tired.

And it hurts.

And I fucking hate this.